22:32:45 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: how do you like this version?
22:32:53 mimosa: it seems to me that you're such a huge fan of musical
22:33:12 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: right...
22:33:22 mimosa: :)
22:33:25 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: but actually I am a fan of bel canto
22:33:30 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: the classical way of singing...
22:33:58 mimosa: i can even feel your passion through the words and the speed
22:34:10 mimosa: of typing
22:34:42 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :) 不过我喜欢的东西大多数人不怎么喜欢 所以。。。 。。。有时感到比较郁闷 22:34:55 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I don't know if you could understand it....
22:35:50 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Somehow I feel I've explored a whole new world; there are so many wonderful things and pleasure, which I hope to share with others...
22:35:51 mimosa: :)
22:36:03 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: but I have not yet find the one ... ...
22:36:27 mimosa : hehe, I'm listening to Do you hear the people sing right now
22:37:04 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I think it's such a pity that so many people are deprived of the pleasure of classical music, operas, and musicals just because they didn't have the chance to experience.
22:37:22 mimosa: hehe
22:37:59 mimosa: I reckon the classical thing is like another living space from the reality
22:38:13 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I would agree to some extent...
22:39:27 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I am surprised a bit that you actually experience classical music and can accept my "weird" hobbies.
22:39:47 mimosa: hehe, it's not weird
22:39:54 mimosa: it is beautiful
22:40:50 mimosa: i always feel classical music a tender and pure and holy art
22:40:59 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: true indeed...
22:42:25 mimosa: it has nothing connected with worldly demands....
22:42:39 mimosa: i dont know if demands is the right word
22:43:45 mimosa: i mean, the art is created not for wealth, fame, or something
22:46:03 mimosa:it comes out of the deepest gratitude towards Creators and happiness of life
22:46:18 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:46:34 mimosa: the feeling was so strong that one felt that it must be sung out aloud
22:46:45 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: true...
22:46:56 mimosa: and then, came the classical music
22:47:01 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:47:08 mimosa: :)
22:47:20 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: next time, I might introduce some music pieces from operas :)
22:47:37 mimosa: :)
22:47:38 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: They have beautiful tones... ...
22:47:45 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: it's quite late now.....
22:47:54 mimosa: yeah...
22:48:48 mimosa: well,you know, you're quite different from many people i know
22:48:54 mimosa: literally
22:49:13 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: It's no surprise to me....
22:49:38 mimosa: but it is definitely not werid as you call it
22:49:46 mimosa: it is rare:)
22:55:35 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I used quotation marks....
22:55:36 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:55:55 mimosa: :)
22:56:19 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: well... have a good night... Pleasure to meet you....
22:56:29 mimosa: Me too
22:56:30 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: You will be great friends :)
22:56:37 mimosa: thanx
22:56:39 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: we will be....
22:56:51 mimosa: I believe
22:56:56 mimosa: :)
22:57:07 mimosa: 师父~
22:57:10 mimosa: hehe
22:58:25 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: 88
22:58:34 mimosa: night
22:59:02 mimosa: best wishes
22:59:09 mimosa: (R)
22:59:23 mimosa: have a nice weekend
22:59:33 mimosa: tomorrow is SUNDAY!!!
22:59:52 mimosa: though to me there's actually no difference
23:00:02 mimosa: hehe night
21:56:51 mimosa: :) hey Erik
21:56:59 mimosa: how r u doing
21:57:08 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: fine :)
21:57:18 mimosa: how's ur sunday
21:59:05 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: watching TV
21:59:09 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: olympics
22:00:12 mimosa: it seems that i'm the only person throughout china who does not watch olympics...
22:00:51 mimosa: dont know why i fail to get excited about the whole thing...
22:01:19 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: it's ok... ...
22:02:26 mimosa: hehe, sometimes i myself couldnt figure out how what's going on inside my head
22:02:41 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: hahA
22:03:43 mimosa: today is a plain day, again...
22:03:49 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:04:18 mimosa: i spent the whole day in a cafe, reading books and playing psp...
22:04:36 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: WHICH cafe
22:04:45 mimosa: 真锅
22:04:58 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: quite high profile
22:05:23 mimosa: i always go to zhenguo just becuase it's only 5 minutes'walk from home
22:05:54 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: hehe
22:06:13 mimosa: i used go to library but the long way and hot weather exhuasted me
22:06:45 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:06:56 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: there is no library near my home
22:07:24 mimosa: library is no good
22:08:03 mimosa: i lost 2 cellphones and numerous umbrella there
22:08:27 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: then you'd better bring nothing
22:08:49 mimosa: hehe
22:12:05 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Telly is full of olympics...
22:12:12 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: so you don't have much choices...
22:12:26 mimosa: hehe
22:12:46 mimosa: i only saw Olympics once
22:12:57 mimosa: in a shopping mall
22:13:29 mimosa: in its tv advertising counter
22:13:49 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:13:55 mimosa: :P
22:14:01 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: what are you doing now?
22:14:20 mimosa: chatting with you, undoubtedly
22:14:41 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: rtsp://rmv8.bbc.net.uk/radio3/1940_sat.ra?BBC-UID=
22:14:46 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: good concert...
22:14:54 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: hope you can enjoy it
22:15:13 mimosa: :)
22:17:49 mimosa: it sounds familar... i've listened to it before...
22:18:09 mimosa: is it a piece of Mozart...?
22:18:32 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: the third piece is from the magic flute
22:18:41 mimosa: ahh
22:18:55 mimosa: i know where i heard it
22:19:22 mimosa: in the flim Amadeus
22:19:56 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: on the call....
22:28:36 mimosa: i dont know how you feel when you're listening to Classical music but everytime i immerse in it, i dont feel myself anymore... my happiness, my pain, my ambition, my longing, my unsatisfaction all disappeared, as if dissolving with the fade of melody it's like... i'm less human... my body's less tangible... and all i could feel, is a felicity which i know defintely dose not belongs to me
22:28:53 mimosa: but at the same time, it is so real
22:29:17 mimosa: and sooo beautiful, sooo peaceful
22:29:53 mimosa: which soothes me and comforts me
22:30:04 mimosa: so i worry no more
22:30:09 mimosa: :)
22:44:47 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I feel peaceful when I listen to classical music...
22:44:58 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: there's serenity.
22:45:29 mimosa: :)
22:47:13 mimosa: what touches most is whenever people indulge in classical music, you can always find simles on their faces
22:47:21 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:47:25 mimosa: old or young
22:47:43 mimosa: boys or girls or both
22:49:57 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
22:51:18 mimosa: ummm, it seems that there's kind of magic, mysterious power in it8-|
22:55:23 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: very true
22:56:42 mimosa: i feel that each of us has such magic in us
22:57:43 mimosa: for some of us can create it and the rest of us can find echoes in with our hearts
23:06:23 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: :)
23:07:55 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: phone call just over....
23:08:10 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: it's quite long....
23:08:26 mimosa: hehe
23:08:38 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Classical music waves its magic over us.... but the magic has different effect on each....
23:08:57 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: for me it's the peace and serenity, a world above ours
23:13:08 mimosa: i can feel a kind of sheer beauty inside me, a beauty deep buried in every human being, shining gently as twilight
23:14:28 mimosa: and it gets me out of my usual despises of myself
23:15:26 mimosa: it makes me believe parts of me are still innocent
23:15:59 mimosa: :)
23:18:14 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: why do you despise yourself?
23:19:02 mimosa: it's hard to explain
23:19:32 mimosa: sometimes i'm feeling that my body & soul are torn apart
23:21:16 mimosa: sometimes i'm not brave enough to take the consequences of my own choices
23:21:37 mimosa: i just ran away from it
23:22:13 mimosa: i'm the irresponsible one
23:23:46 mimosa: sometimes i rank myself so highly that i fell into such a horrible disillusion soon afterwards
23:24:12 mimosa: while sometimes i believe in nothing
23:24:29 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: well actually, these faluts appear to me the way to maturity...
23:24:32 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: nothing uncommon....
23:24:53 mimosa: i know
23:25:18 mimosa: but just cant help hating myself
23:25:48 mimosa: see what i've done...
23:26:46 mimosa: always make casual promise that i cant live up to
23:28:00 mimosa: and hurt those who love me again and again even though i dont want to and i didnt mean to
23:28:20 mimosa: such a mess
23:28:27 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: then just remember take a second before you make any promise!
23:29:08 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: when you are aware of your faults, take preventive actions...
23:29:14 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: it's just as simple as that...
23:29:27 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I've plenty faults myself...
23:29:42 mimosa: :$
23:30:07 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: somehow you need to learn to accept yourself
23:30:16 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Accept yourself as you are.
23:30:22 mimosa: i know
23:30:45 mimosa: just cant forget what i've done that easily
23:31:44 mimosa: they kept turning up from time to time and made me sick of myself
23:32:28 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Perhaps you need to see a counsellor?
23:32:38 mimosa: hehe
23:32:45 mimosa: it's not that serious
23:33:16 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: well.... you need a more positive attitude for youself...
23:33:30 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I am afraid it's too late to offer my counselling services....
23:33:33 mimosa: kind of weak when thers's plenty of time but not knowing what to do
23:33:47 mimosa: hehe
23:33:52 mimosa: :)
23:33:54 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: I need to retire to bed: I have to get up early for work....
23:34:03 mimosa: right
23:34:07 mimosa: i'm fine
23:34:11 mimosa: really
23:34:18 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: Talk to you next time (we shall address your "self-despice" mentality)
23:34:24 mimosa: hehe
23:34:28 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: ;)
23:34:35 mimosa: i'm fine, really
23:34:55 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: well night then...
23:35:09 mimosa: have a nice sleep
23:35:19 mimosa: :)
23:35:32 mimosa: dream a sweat dream
23:35:39 Erik: (L) China Olympics in Beijing: u2 dont' stay up too late...
23:35:46 mimosa: :)
